another thing is personalities. it's just getting me to the bone. like tonight we went to eastgate mall to pick up my paycheck (that was only $20, haha.) and maddie told me she was hungry before we left. so after we picked up my check we walked over to the food court to get something to eat because she said she wanted to eat at the chic-fil-a. well ok. so we walked all the way to the food court. then all of the sudden she decided she didn't want to eat there because they were about to close. so ok. we walked out to car and as we were pulling out i asked her and john where they wanted to go eat. and of course we started the "i don't care" game. you know that one where someone says, "i don't care. where do you wanna eat?" then the other person responds, "well, it doesn't matter to me. where do you wanna go?" this goes on and on until someone guesses the place that was in the mind of the first person to begin with but for some reason they just didn't want to say it. this game is popular when a girl and a boy are on opposing sides. well we were pulling out of the parking lot and maddie said she wanted to go to wendy's. then i told her that she knows i don't like wendy's. well then we continued the stupid game until i passed o' charley's. when of course maddie said, "well, how bout o' charley's?" to which i said, "ok. sounds good." i drive down the road and turn around while john is in the back seat talking about wether or not he wants to go to a resturant. (mind you. he wasn't even hungry to begin with.) so we played the usual game with john where we had to beg and beg him to give us a yes or no answer. he then said that he was just planning on going back to cali and getting on the treadmill. so i had driven all the way down the road to only turn around again. so i'm fed up by this point. i finally say, "ok. pick a place. i'm sick of this. i'm just gonna drive us back if no one can tell me where they want to eat." maddie then tells me once again that she wants to go to wendy's. so i'm like fine. whatever i'll just go to wendy's and not eat anything. i'm just tired of this whole stupid situation. so we get back to the room, i'm still hungry and everything. and i just start this blog. while i'm sitting here wayne comes out of his room says some kind of statement that he thinks is german (he claims one of his close relatives is from romania (which he says with a stupid rolled "r" of course) and that she taught him german at one point. because of this he goes around saying these german words that don't exist and when i attest he just claims that i'm not that advanced in my german classes. go figure. because we all know wayne was born better than everyone else) and goes back and watches a movie with john who decided he did want to run on the treadmill anymore. surprise.
while i'm talking to you i'm chatting with cody, one of my best friends, about coming to my party this weekend. he told me he wasn't for sure if he was going to come, then it was a yes, then it was "well i think i have a doctor's appointment on saturday", then come to find out that's on monday, and now his excuse is that he's got a soccer game on sunday morning. of course he's not sure what time. go figure that john's not coming to the party because... well he doesn't have an excuse. wayne is coming, great. now i can really enjoy my party. doug's not coming because he waited to give me an answer til some better offer came along and he could commit to that. stacy's not coming because although she told us 3 times this week that she could, she claims that one of he friends told katie jeauno that she was going to her house yesterday... so explain to me why a commitment that you made 3 times could be broken because someone else misunderstood you and told another person that you could commit to their occasion? anissa's not coming because... she wanted to go home? although she could have gone home last weekend but decided not to because... well probably so she would have had an excuse to not come. sarah's not coming because although she had told her parents about a week ago that she was going to louisville for a halloween party they still expected her to be able to housesit for them while they went out of town. this is all just a stupid mess. if you aren't able to commit to someone because you just don't have any integrity then i don't really want to be involved with you. and if you don't want to be my friend then just tell me. say what you mean and let it be bond.
it just seems like anytime i go out of my way to make something happen everyone just walks all over me and anytime anyone else plans something everyone is all on board. also it gets on my nerves that when it involves money it's pretty much a guaranteed no. well surprise cody just gave me a definite no because he's got a soccer game on sunday morning. so instead of riding back with andrew who's coming back or just skipping the soccer game, well i know how much more important soccer is than friends. i mean who am i kidding? he said he wasn't sure if he could go to begin with, then it changed to a yes, so i should have know he had other plans that he just didn't want to tell me about.
gosh. this is just stupid. it just seems like all my life i've only encountered people who can't commit to anything. what is wrong?
